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[05 Feb 2004|06:57pm]
[ mood | Paris. ]

It feels odd updating when not many people are still here, but I don't care; I'll do it anyway.
John and I are...well. None of your business, hahaha. Let's just say things are really great right now--love is like the best hash combined with five uppers topped off with some champagne or some other equally wimpy alchoholic beverage--it's uplifting, and melancholy, and frightening, and unspeakably beautiful all at the same time. Makes me feel giddy. I'm off for some tea right quick; John just made some.
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Okay, back. So, Europe is amazing...we haven't been to England, and to be honest, I don't really want to. But we did go to Venice, and Prague, and Paris, and Berlin, and Lyon, and...oh, a lot of other places. Right now we're in Paris again; makes one feel rather romantic, which would explain my little description of love above there.
I bought some new clothes, again--venturing out into the world isn't quite as difficult now, and I did need some new stuff. I got a beret for John, and he hasn't seen it yet; I think he'll be quite amused when he does :D
Funny how when I wake up and he's still asleep, I feel more peaceful than I ever have in my entire life.
Okay, enough about me (and John). How are you all? What has happened to most of you? Come back! We miss you. ♥
I'm going to go dabble around on guitar for a while. I'll see you all later.

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[01 Feb 2004|05:53pm]
I decided to come back and be all "hey guys, I'm back," but everyone seems to be gone. Hmm.
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[10 Jan 2004|08:16pm]
I'm back for a little while, just to...um....let everyone know that the person posting about being sick was not me. Uh....that's really frightening. Okay.

P.S. Jazz band doing good. I've lost fifteen pounds and am now somewhat skeleton-like. Am about to tour Europe. Love to everyone.
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[31 Dec 2003|09:37am]
Wow. I hate, hate, hate being sick.
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[11 Dec 2003|07:31pm]
[ mood | busy ]

An update!

First, sorry for not commenting lately. I've been busy with the band and what-have-you: we've gone on to other venues and have actually gathered a somewhat large fan base. I'm known for my striking resemblance to Paul McCartney circa 1965...;)

Other than that, nothing's up.

I do find that even though I'm currently living on instant coffee and sugarfree gum, even though I'm not with anyone, even though I'm not rich and famous and I get no sleep, life is better than it has been for a long time.

I probably won't be on again for a while.
Hope you rid yourselves of at least part of your drama sometime.
(That was meant to be nice; sorry it sounded somewhat mean.)

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[06 Dec 2003|06:09pm]
I've been taking horn lessons. Remember, I've always been able to play [SHUT UP YES I HAVE] but not quite professionally?
I've been doing a lot better thanks to these lessons. Now I'm in a band down at this crazy bar. You guys should come and check us out.

<3 to everyone
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bang bang shoot shoot [07 Nov 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Alright, alright. I've enough of this. I don't want to be with anyone right now, I'm sick of being tied up. So whatever future or past girlfriends or wives of mine will just have to fuckin' deal with it.

I am single right now, and NOT looking.
At all.
So leave me alone.

I fucking hate everyone Jane.
Come on, comment and bitch at me. I don't give a shit anymore.

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[04 Nov 2003|01:52pm]
WTF?
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[26 Oct 2003|11:06am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I'm not stealing anyone's bloody husband, for Chrissakes. Wanted to clear that up for you, darling.

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[24 Oct 2003|05:51pm]
WELL THEN!
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[21 Oct 2003|11:32pm]
Dr Loveringo [11:12 PM]: Jane is mean. God, it is like she has to be bitchy to everyone more popular than her to feel better about herself
Ghett0 paul [11:12 PM]: i don't know. i haven't seen how she treats a lot of people other than you. i don't really know what to say
Ghett0 paul [11:13 PM]: i mean, i'm sorry, but that's not right because it's her, not me. i love her very much and it really sucks that she's treating you badly and that you are not getting along. but what can i do about it? do you want me to confront her?
Dr Loveringo [11:15 PM]: No, you shouldn't have to do anything about her. Not a thing. It's just... I try to stop being such an ass to people. Hell... I was even nice to that Thelma bird, more-or-less, and she just...
Dr Loveringo [11:15 PM]: Well, nevermind. You shouldn't have to do a thing.
Ghett0 paul [11:15 PM]: no, go ahead.
Ghett0 paul [11:15 PM]: i'd like to hear what's going on, for once.
Dr Loveringo [11:16 PM]: Well, I think you pretty much know. It's just.... it's distressin', you know? I have been trying to be nicer, and in higher spirits, and not be so mean and all of that
Ghett0 paul [11:17 PM]: well, give her a chance! get to know her...give it some time...she'll get better
Ghett0 paul [11:18 PM]: she's just as obstinate as you, and if you keep trying to put in the last word...
Ghett0 paul [11:18 PM]: i know you're perfectly justified, but...
Ghett0 paul [11:18 PM]: *sighs*
Dr Loveringo [11:18 PM]: It's hard to get to know her when she is just totally snarky to you
Ghett0 paul [11:18 PM]: well...then don't.
Ghett0 paul [11:18 PM]: just don't speak to her.
Ghett0 paul [11:18 PM]: i'll talk to her about it.
Dr Loveringo [11:19 PM]: I don't speak to her
Ghett0 paul [11:19 PM]: you speak about her. when she's right there.
Ghett0 paul [11:19 PM]: which is basically the same thing, if not worse.
Dr Loveringo [11:20 PM]: I wasn't talking about her though, I stopped.
Ghett0 paul [11:21 PM]: okay. then don't worry about it.
Dr Loveringo [11:22 PM]: okay then
Ghett0 paul [11:23 PM]: well....i'm not taking sides, just so you know. but i do think that you are justified in feeling the way you do
Dr Loveringo [11:24 PM]: Well, thank you.
Dr Loveringo [11:24 PM]: And I don't think you should take sides. *nods head*
Ghett0 paul [11:25 PM]: *smiles and hugs* I just hope you guys work it out, i really do.
Dr Loveringo [11:25 PM]: Yeah...
Ghett0 paul [11:27 PM]: well
Ghett0 paul [11:27 PM]: looks like she's insulting more people...
Ghett0 paul [11:29 PM]: she insulted twigs already. i will have to speak to her. thing is, she's probably going to say that i'm trying to get rid of her individuality.
Dr Loveringo [11:31 PM]: Like I said, she's insulting people who are more better looking/nicer/popular
Ghett0 paul [11:31 PM]: god...
Ghett0 paul [11:31 PM]: i don't know what to do.

And there you go.

Jane, I love you more than anything I can readily think of. And Ringo, you're one of my best friends. And Twigs has always been so kind and sweet to everyone (in the past--I don't know if I've said hello to you yet, so, hello!).

To tell the truth, you're both being drama queens. I love you both, but for god's sake, just drop it.
baby's in black and i'm feeling blue

[20 Oct 2003|07:43pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Well--today I had a nice day, though rather secluded. I think maybe one of the good things about coming to the future is getting some "alone" time.

I woke up rather early--surprising, as I drank myself to sleep went to bed kind of late--and decided to take a walk as Jane was out for more auditions.

I've been wearing the same outfit this whole time, and washing it every day, so I decided to buy some clothes for myself.

The stores here are crackers!

All the trousers I found in my size were ridiculously large--they all inevitably sink down below the bum, even after several violent tugs upward. I was wondering if everyone is fat here; but when I returned from the dressing room, it looked like all the fellas were drowning in their trousers just as I was, and no-one took any notice at all. I was tempted to say "Haven't you any bloody tailors?" but I decided just to leave, as everyone was looking a bit violent.

It took me quite a while, but after wandering into several shops, I finally found one with some suitable, proper pants. They all smelled sort of funny, but I bought several suits and a couple of nice dresses for Jane.

After buying the things (they were surprisingly unexpensive, for the average price of things now), I went to a music shop and found several books of "Lennon/McCartney" tunes. I've never read music but flipped through them anyway--I only wondered who had the time to convert all of our crazy chords into legible notes.

I then stopped at a coffeehouse and had a bit of trouble ordering coffee. I just wanted regular coffee, you know--but they kept asking "Tall?" or "Super-frothy?" or "Caramel Mochachino?" or something. All I wanted was some bloody coffee! I had to leave though, it was too weird for me. I ended up just buying a Coke from a vending machine.

After all this insanity, I thought it would be nice just to relax with all of my items and my Coke at a park, so I did. But several older ladies looked at me funny, and one asked if I was a Paul McCartney impersonator. "Well, no," I said, laughing silently. "I just like his music a lot." She continued giving me the eye for a while until finally buggering off when she discovered her dog had run away.

Finally I just came back to the flat and straightened things up. I'm a little tired, and have decided that the sixties were really much better than the 2000s or whatever they're calling them.

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[19 Oct 2003|04:51pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Hi everyone

I'm bored


Where is Jane?

Blah.

Someone talk to me or something.

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As usual... [16 Oct 2003|08:01pm]
[ mood | I don't even know. ]

Er.

I am even more confused than usual. I'm sorry, but...the exact reason why everyone is mad at everyone else--or why some people are mad at specific people--or why everyone is mad at--well, you know.

I'm thinking it's best to just stay out of it all, which is why I've been a little quiet lately.

Perhaps it would be best--and keep in mind that I'm not bitching or fishing for sympathy--perhaps it would be best for me just to go back to 1965.

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[11 Oct 2003|09:08pm]
I wish Jane were here...

I know that we inevitably break up but I still miss her very much.
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[10 Oct 2003|10:00pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I haven't written anything for quite a while, as I've been confused and more than a little depressed.

I have no idea what's going on with anyone; I think you're all dead. Or maybe just John.

I've been thinking quite a lot about what the Beatles seem to mean to popular culture nowadays and I suppose I am alright with it, but I hope when I go back to the past I won't remember anything I learned here because it makes everything seem that much more futile. And then what will I do when the ineveitable breakup comes along? Obviously at first I fought as hard as I could against it but as it progressed and anger rose among us more blatantly I became more and more of an asshat.

I don't know what to think anymore, I don't know what you all want me to do. I don't know whether or not I should be pissy or perfectly nice. I don't know whether or not I should try to be happy and cheerful so everyone else feels better.

I wrote a song, but now it seems no-one can play it with me...

Les Années Qui PassentCollapse )
I don't know if my french is totally correct.

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[28 Sep 2003|08:44pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

I had quite the lovely conversation with John today. It was weird, because everything has changed so much...I feel as if I came into a storm at its worst hour, and everyone's gone through all the shittiness of the other me's. I feel like I should apologise...

sorry for other.....facets of me? being crappy. I will try to be a better person now...

Well, NOW THAT THAT'S OVER WITH *laughs*
I've asked John in the aforementioned conversation, but has anyone written any songs while here?

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w0rd [27 Sep 2003|06:46pm]
[ mood | hot ]

Well....I've said this before, but I think the Beatles should all get married instead of fighting, etc. The w0rd is l0ve!!

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[26 Sep 2003|06:21pm]

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dirrrrrty [26 Sep 2003|04:52pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

It's so weird here. Everyone is kind of more happy than they were when I was in the past. But that's ok heehee.

Hmm, wankers. I did some research last night. I so easily become asshole-ish, don't I? Well, hopefully this time around everything will be okay.

How did u guys react when u came into the future? U all seem really calm and not weirded out like I am.

I need some lovin'



Plus, everyone is gay? YAY you all were so....straight back a day 38 years ago.

Well l8rz every1

<3<3~~pUaL mChEaRtNeY~~<3<3

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